Today I looked in to the timing of adding to our family. Our lucky number 3. Our Little B. I know in my heart that there is still a beautiful soul to join us. He wasn't ready last time, or perhaps we weren't ready. We've been through a lot. My body has been through alot both physically and emotionally too. After 3 losses it makes you appreciate even more how precious life is and how lucky we are with two gorgeous little ones that are healthy, happy and so clever and curious. I'm so grateful for the affection to Master G and how good he is with them in return.
I'm excited. But there is more preparation this time. I have to take a progesterone and clexane. I'm not thrilled. It's only for 10weeks so this is the good news. Those 10 weeks are going to be long and I feel some anxiety about the intimacy factor. I know I'll discuss this with Master G this week. I feel a lot of it will be with me to express myself through this time frame. I will have to have 5 days of blood tests first thing in the morning. Then after launch date I will be self-medicating at home. It's not know if I'll feel unwell or be fine. The kids are starting school, there is work and Master G has trips to Canberra. Busy. I feel good though. I feel ready. I'm trying not to push the start date of 30 january. I guess a more practical date is 28 Feb, the next date would be 21 March. Let's see what happens :-)
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